Chapter 103: All I like is you
Sansa Ran’s departure made Dean Lan open his eyes again, looking at the empty room made him feel uneasy, he was afraid that he was the only one left in this big villa again. Listening to the sound of water running in the bedroom from the washroom, Dean Lan felt relieved to know that the person was not gone.
The sound of the water stopping tells Dean Lan that Sansa Ran is coming out, and Dean Lan closes his eyes again.
Sansa Ran took a towel and carefully wiped Dean Lan’s sweat. The back and forth sliding of the towel on his body gave Dean Lan an indescribable itch in his heart.
When Sansa Ran picked up the towel to wipe Dean Lan’s hands, Dean Lan could no longer resist grabbing Sansa Ran’s hand, and his eyes, reflecting the darkness of the night, looked at Sansa Ran.
Sansa Ran was stunned by Dean Lan’s sudden awakening and nervously shook off Dean Lan’s hand and turned her head to the side. He said sheepishly, “You’re awake! Then I’ll leave now, Jeffrey is still waiting for me at home.”
Dean Lan looked at the frightened little woman as he wrapped his arms around her and held her tightly in his bosom wanting to melt into the marrow so that she could only be his and no one could peek in.
Sansa Ran struggled to push Dean Lan away. Dean Lan felt the movement of the little woman in his arms and said, “Don’t move, let me hold you for a while, just for a while.”Content is property of NôvelDrama.Org.
I don’t know why, but when Sansa Ran heard Dean Lan’s words, it was like an electric shock passed through his heart, and there was a pain in his heart. The fist in his hand was squeezed, but he didn’t push Dean Lan away after all.
Sensing the hesitation of the little woman in his arms, Dean Lan decided to strike while the iron was hot and continued, “Sansa Ran, you know what? It’s been hard for me these days that you’re not here, and this villa doesn’t feel like home at all without you in it.”
Sansa Ran heard Dean Lan’s words and was actually a little scared in his heart. He didn’t want Dean Lan to break that layer of window paper and pushed Dean Lan away with all his strength. “Dean Lan you’ve had too much to drink, take a good rest, I’ll go back first.”
Dean Lan pulled Sansa Ran’s figure that was about to leave, “Don’t you go, I really like you. At first it was because Jeffrey and the boys needed a father and a complete family. But now I really like you, not because of those two kids, but just because that person is you.”
Sansa Ran let go of a few of Dean Lan’s fingers with all her strength and kept saying under her breath, “Dean Lan you’re drunk, it’s not right between us.”
After saying that turned around and left without looking back.
Sansa Ran’s words made Dean Lan completely desperate and couldn’t help but cry with a headache. “I’m useless, I’m really useless. I can’t satisfy my own child and give him a happy home. I can’t keep the woman I love the most, what good is everything to me now? Not as important as you, none of it is as important as you.”
When Sansa Ran heard Dean Lan’s sad words, she stopped in her tracks. She turned her head to look at Dean Lan who was crying on the bed with his head in his arms, but her heart also felt sad. She had never seen a man in his twenties or thirties crying with his head in his hands, and she had never thought that one day Dean Lan would be like that.
The fist in Sansa Ran’s hand was clenched and unclenched, her heart was struggling, in fact, even she didn’t know what kind of feelings she had for Dean Lan.
Sansa Ran looked at the near door and cried on the bed Dean Lan back, after a long internal battle, quickly walked up and handed a piece of paper to Dean Lan, comforted: “These you are not wrong, just between us is really not suitable. You are far from being able to find a better one than me, so don’t waste your thoughts on me in the future.”
Because of the long time exhaustion Dean Lan’s eyes were covered with red blood, Dean Lan looked up at Sansa Ran sitting in front of him heart was filled with sadness. “But I only like you, none of them can be you.”
Sansa Ran felt a headache and scratched her hair, “There are many girls in this world who look like me in personality, and we are really not suitable for each other.”
Dean Lan heard Sansa Ran’s implied intention to find a replacement for himself, and a nameless anger rose up inside him. “So what if they look like you? So what if they have the same personality as you? But they are not you, what I like is just you as a person, not those substitutes. You are you, no one can replace you.”
Sansa Ran pursed her lips and said, “We are really not suitable for each other, both in terms of family conditions and our own conditions.”
Dean Lan stared at Sansa Ran’s unchanging reasoning and his anger burned even stronger, asking in a cold voice, “Is it really because of this? You and I are not suitable, what about you and Dan? Are you and him right?”
Sansa Ran looked at the jealous Dean Lan and felt helpless, opened her mouth to explain, when the phone in her bag rang.
Dean Lan just looked at Sansa Ran quietly, trying to wait for that answer.
Sansa Ran looked at the phone and found that it was Jeffrey calling. Knowing that it was getting late at night and he was afraid that he would get scared, he picked up the phone in a hurry: “Jeffrey, what’s wrong? You must lock the door when you are alone at home.”
Jeffrey nodded silently at Sansa Ran’s concern, except now he just wanted to know exactly what progress his mom and dad were making. “Mom, how’s Dad? Did you find him?”
Sansa Ran glanced with her eyes at Dean Lan, who was sitting next to her, at Jeffrey’s words, “He’s fine now.”
Time was ticking away, and Dean Lan kept waiting for the answer.
Sansa Ran stood by and responded to Jeffrey, Dean Lan could no longer hold back the urgency in his heart and directly grabbed the phone and said, “Jeffrey you behave yourself at home, mommy is here with me tonight and will not come back.”
Jeffrey learned that his mother is with his father tonight heart secretly happy, thinking that he will have a complete family in a short time, the heart is still uneasy to entrust: “Dad you have to cheer ah! Be sure to fight well this opportunity to take mom, Justin and I are waiting for your success oh.”
Dean Lan gave a soft enunciation and did not reply much.
Sansa Ran was very upset with Dean Lan’s nonsense answer and bent down to grab the phone.
Dean Lan didn’t want any more changes and simply hung up the phone.
Sansa Ran looked at Dean Lan’s action and said angrily, “Can you stop being childish like that? Give me the phone.”
Dean Lan held the phone up high to keep it out of Sansa Ran’s reach, wanting the answer he’d just gotten in his mind. “You still haven’t told me the answer?”
Sansa Ran was momentarily baffled and did not turn the corner, asking in confusion, “What answer?”