Chapter 19 My Little Bear God
Melody seemed very calm, which made me uneasy.
I asked her to come home with me, but somehow, I returned home earlier, perhaps having a premonition.
A premonition that she would avoid me.
I grabbed her wrist, many words were on the tip of my tongue, but I suppressed them tightly.
I wanted to ask her if she still loved me, maybe we…
No more maybes. Since the moment I rejected her, there were no more maybes.
We erupted into an argument in the car. See, I know she still cared about my affair with Sophia.
I was delighted that she still cared about me. If possible, we’d better entangle each other for a lifetime.
No one says “I love you,” but we love each other.
I couldn’t control myself and went to find Melody, but I was afraid she would find out, so I sprinkled some alcohol on my clothes.
If she woke up, I would pretend to be drunk.
If she woke up, I would pretend to be drunk.
But she didn’t wake up, so I kissed her, and I felt it was a gift from her.
I sent her teddy bear God to her side, hoping to let her know that the teddy bear God had always been with her.Upstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g
That’s good this way, even though we’re not together, she still has the teddy bear.
But Melody actually made a wish to the teddy bear God not to love me anymore.
Although I knew it was just an angry remark, I couldn’t let go of the uneasiness in my heart.
Repeating the same old tricks, every night I went to see her. I was like a pervert, a pervert who couldn’t get love.
Until Patton appeared, breaking the balance I had set.