Love You Can’t Say

I didn’t dare to look Leo in the eye and silently bowed my head, speechless.

As an independent person, I naturally have the right to do whatever I want for the love of my heart, no matter how irrational it all seems, it is my own choice.

However, having lived up to this point, life is no longer just about me, and I can’t turn my back on Leo’s feelings after accepting his reckless care.

Leo always afraid to stimulate my emotions, did not wait for my attitude, his own attitude first softened, “think about it, brother has not really prevented your choice, but this time is different, no matter how you guys, Dennis is at least a decent people, but now, cold-blooded violence, repeatedly touching the gray industry to provoke the military, which is looking for death! !”

“Clara, you have to understand one thing, we try to live in order to feel the spring wind and summer rain, to harvest the love and beauty in the world, not to fall into hell, to be a machine without anyone’s emotions except interests, I understand, you are slow to accept the reality, just waiting for Dennis to come to his senses like I did, but people are different from each other Even if I’m an asshole, I won’t touch those dirty things, and your waiting is meaningless.”

I don’t know why, listening to Leo’s last few words, my mind flashed to Dennis saying “not smart enough”, but now that I think about it, it’s not obvious that he was talking about Toby, or was it a deliberate double entendre to give me a hint.

The moment I realized I was lost in thought, I immediately came to my senses, but it was already too late. Leo was dark-faced, and every eyebrow was desperately expressing his displeasure at my lack of concentration.

People have a bottom line, respect him and stay away from that line.

Of course, I am also a jerk, more than once let Leo angry jump, even if our feelings are not affected in the slightest, but also in the invisible consumption of unspeakable enthusiasm, if I rely on this preference, always capricious always selfish, it will only be and Olivia a end.

Dennis, this is the last time I’m going to tangle with you.

“Let me try one last time.” I looked at Leo with the greatest determination, “There’s one thing I haven’t determined about Dennis, and when I do, I’ll be sure to give you a definite answer.”

Leo couldn’t help it, “I hope that answer will satisfy me.”

The reality is that it’s hard to have it both ways, and there has to be an outcome for a lover who is determined to go his own way and a loved one who will never leave him.

Slowly from the hospital, the mind has been thinking about Dennis, Benjamin to his body to break the dirty water is not clean, but not necessarily to his heart also stained black.

I do not believe that Dennis, who would rather go against the moral code, abandon his brother’s wishes and be tortured by the judgment of his conscience for more than ten years for my sake, would be so stupid that he would go ahead with it, knowing that he would lose me if he took that path.

It must be Benjamin is too cunning, he had no choice but to respond without normal human thinking.

If this is the case, it means that what seems out of the ordinary is actually normal.

Then it all makes sense.

But how do I go about proving this?

Thinking too much concentration, even the steps down the end are not aware of the fierce foot on the ground, in turn, there is a feeling of stepping on the empty.

Raised his hand and patted his chest, fortunately, only a layer of steps, if this is on the road, how life is lost do not know.

Is lamenting the recovery of a life, a stretch Lincoln slowly parked at the curb directly opposite, the car door opened, Benjamin from above down, far from looking at that and Dennis seven similar face, anyone feel impeccable, this must be a born gentleman, no one would think that under the hypocritical appearance, is opened Pandora’s Box, once close, is an endless scourge.

One man, a plague.

I was cold-eyed and did not intend to maintain my apparent calmness, “What kind of terrific scare has Mr. Vance prepared for me today?”

Benjamin stopped in front of me with a harmless smile, “You are thinking that I have nothing to do all day but think about how to give you a hard time?”

“That’s not so much.” I looked at him calmly, “I know myself, a small character like me, I don’t have that much face.”

A momentary smile flashed under Benjamin’s eyes, then he side-stepped out of the way, “Get in.”

The tone of voice was taken for granted, as if he expected me not to dare to refuse.

I am inclined to call him unhappy, “Sorry, I am too busy to play any perverted games with you right now.”

I thought I would have to pester him, but I didn’t expect Benjamin to stand still and watch me leave without saying a word until I got into the Georges family car, and didn’t follow.

“What’s the name of the game.” Through the car window, could not help but spit out a sentence.

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Just as I narrowed my eyes and waited for his next move, Benjamin smiled down meaningfully, then turned quickly and headed for the hospital lobby.

At that moment it was as if my body no longer belonged to me.

“Stop the car!” I hissed, making the driver slam on the brakes, getting out of the car as fast as I could, running like crazy towards Benjamin, and blocking his way with open arms before he could enter the hospital.

Benjamin’s eyes were full of laughter, as if he was looking at a beloved toy, and four eyes met, and deep fear wrapped around me instantly.

“Lay a hand on Leo again, and I will fight you.” I didn’t know where the strength came from, except that I knew something had to be said to stop this demon from getting close to the people closest to me.

The smile in Benjamin’s eyes is deeper, with a victorious look down, the eyes clearly saying that he is an experienced hound, and I am just a newly weaned puppy, the provocation from the weak, but a clown’s class, no threat to him.

But what else do I have but this life? This is all I have, and even if it’s for nothing, I’ll try my best.

“What do I need your life for?” Benjamin collected the emotions on his face, his tone lighter, no emotion perceptible, “Now you can go?”

Fists unconsciously clenched, what an uncompromising bitch!

But I had no other choice. I couldn’t let anyone else get hurt until I knew how many cards Benjamin had left.

Gritting his teeth hard, he finally relaxed and took the initiative to walk towards the Lincoln.

Just as he sat down, Benjamin followed him.

The driver closed the door and quickly fired up the engine and slowly drove away from the hospital.

Depressed in the heart to see what is not good, what is the use of the car longer, in the city is not marching like a snail, bye bye waste of time on the road.

Every minute I spent with Benjamin made me feel more uncomfortable and I just wanted to get this bad trip over with.