Love You Can’t Say

“You’re the one who avoided it, you’re the one who took the initiative to abandon it!” I said in a stern voice, deliberately raising my volume so that he could hear every word clearly.

Benjamin looked behind him as if he had heard an absurd joke, “Abstain? So, I can love you or not depending on your willingness to give?”

The word “charity” is a bit insulting, not my intention, but the words have been said here, I can only continue to talk tough, “I did not say that, but I did want to treat you and Dennis fairly, but you hide yourself, you know, how much I love him, it is not I can’t control that.”

There is an old saying how to say, the closer people are, the clearer it is what to say to make the other side hurt.

Although it’s a bit presumptuous to say so, but in addition to Jannings, I should be the longest time with Benjamin of the opposite sex, to know him, to far better than outsiders, want to put a knife in his heart, it’s too easy.

Benjamin was really enraged and moved quickly to grab my hands that were trying to resist, grabbing them with one hand again and flipping me over.

His face was pressed against mine, but his mouth threatened fiercely, “Recognize well who is really the master!”

I panicked and chose to die in a panic, “I will not let you get away with this even if I die!”

Benjamin was indifferent, unbuttoning without any pause, cold like a machine that only carries out orders, “Not to be fair? How will you know if your body loves Dennis a little more or likes me a little more without trying?”

I never thought that Benjamin, who thought he was superior, would be foolish enough to associate the human body with the heart, thinking that if he got one, the other would also be in his pocket.

I laughed mockingly, raised my chin, ready to bite my tongue, with the stubbornness in my eyes to let him see, heart, he can not get, people, he also do not want to play with.

Benjamin, still unaware of the movement of my mouth, just waiting to liberate the fire in his heart, put his hand on me after unbuttoning it.

But what I had on was also a one-piece, long-buttoned jumpsuit with enough buttons to match his shirt, and the moment I reached out, Benjamin tightened his brow in annoyance.

I am not afraid to die again at this time bared laugh out loud, Benjamin face sunk, directly pinch the collar of the dress.

“Ka-”

I was ashamed and annoyed, the mouth simply began to force, just begging the ancients honestly do not deceive me, when the tongue is broken life also received away, do not hurt me a half dead, but also wake up to face this unpleasant scene.

However, when I was cold and sweaty from the pain, I suddenly realized that Benjamin didn’t seem to be making the next move.

I hurriedly loosened my tongue and opened my eyes.

Benjamin still maintains his condescending posture, but his cool eyes are slightly narrowed, and he is now staring at my left shoulder.

Without waiting for my reaction, Benjamin looked at me as if he had heard something, then reached out and pinched my cheek, forcing my mouth open.

Seeing the fishy red blood on the tip of my tongue, killing intent instantly rose in his eyes, “You really want to die again!”

It was then I remembered the gunshot wound in my left shoulder, the determination of being cornered by him with no way out.

The half OK scars, that reminded him that this woman, who called him a lustful woman, forced to be anxious, is really going to die.

I secretly snickered, now my life, is the best handle to hold him.

He knew exactly why I was laughing, but there was nothing he could do about it. Finally, he pulled his hand away from me and stood to the side, buttoning up his shirt, one by one, which had been easily unbuttoned.

“Now admit that you can’t let me go?” I coughed twice and didn’t forget to continue teasing him after I slowed down.

“Maybe, but as of today, you’re not going anywhere.” Benjamin’s movements were unhurried, and he rarely regained his old composure.

“What, you want to be near the water and get the moon?” I continued to fight him with my mouth.

Benjamin finished tying the last button, sniffed and turned his head to look at me depressed, and finally said nothing, picked up the jacket on the floor and went upstairs.

Confirming the disappearance of his footsteps, the smile on my face immediately dissipated and I climbed to sit up and began to survey the room.

The decoration here is extremely simple, a sofa, a chandelier, coffee table and table are only about half a meter of paper towels, the kitchen is open, clear off-white tone, in addition to the two of us, there seems to be no one else.

Could this be Benjamin’s lair?

It doesn’t look much like that.

Simply strolled around the first floor, found nothing suspicious, anyway Benjamin will not force me to do, I simply boldly groped up to the second floor.Please check at N/ôvel(D)rama.Org.

There are only three rooms on the second floor, and the door of the room facing the stairway is hidden, so I lightened my steps and pushed the door open and went in.

Benjamin is taking a shower, a change of clothes casually hitched on the sofa, but also through a door to enter the bedroom, the most private space is the bedroom, perhaps there will be some important evidence of Benjamin’s crimes.

With my heart in my mouth, I cautiously glanced back to make sure the sound of the shower in the bathroom was still going on, before I tiptoed in, almost at a trot.

But it was even colder inside than I expected, except for the bed, even the lamp was high up in the ceiling, and the unobstructed furnishings were clearly not going to be productive.

“Just now you wanted to die to show your intention, and now you’re giving it up voluntarily, don’t tell me you’re playing some kind of lustful trick.” Benjamin had come out of the bathroom at some point, and his grim voice scared me.

I turned around sheepishly and saw him with only a bath towel around the lower half of his body, subconsciously shrinking his neck in disgust.

Benjamin didn’t give me a chance to react, after staring at me for two seconds, he walked up and picked me up by the waist with one arm and carried me to the bedroom.

Then he walked over to the bed, lifted the covers and threw me up.

Just get up, Benjamin also got on the bed, a hug me, and smoothly lay down, one hand trapped me, the other hand covered with the covers.

I was about to break free when Benjamin put on another handful of absolutely overwhelming force and warned, “I won’t touch you, but at least give me a taste of it and do as you’re told.”