Chapter 106
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Colton POV
I head to my room before anyone can try to talk to me. I can't deal with the questions I know are coming. This can't be happening. She wouldn't even let me explain. I know what I did was wrong, but how could she just leave? "There is no but. How would you have felt if we walked ir on Lily with one of the pack warriors," Cash says with a growl.
I step into my room and slam the door behind me at the thought of anyone other than me touching her. She is mine. "It's not the same. I've been in a relationship with Camille for four years. It's not like it was just a random girl I hooked up with. Besides, you know I felt guilty an was just about to stop when Lily came into the room."
"So you love Camille, so it was OK for one last hook up. Is that what you're trying to say? Is that the lies you're telling yourself to justify what you did to our beautiful mate" he asks. He knows damn well that I don't love Camille. I cared for her but that feeling left me the moment I realized that Lily was my mate. "It was just s*x Cash. I feel nothing for Camille."Belonging © NôvelDram/a.Org.
"How the hell did I get paired with such a selfish, egotistical human? I have already spoken to her wolf. Thinking with your d**k has lost us our mate," Cash says. I put the block up because
I refuse to believe that Lily won't give me a chance to make things right. We've known each other all our lives. She is meant to be mine. This is just a bump in the road. Once we accept each other, I won't ever even look at another she-wolf.
A knock on my bedroom door has rage bubbling up inside me. I made it perfectly clear we are done, but apparently Camille didn't get the message. I stalk toward the door ready to tell
Camille to stay the f**k away from me. When I push the door open, I expect Camille, but
instead it's Beck. His eyes are dark and he looks pissed. Before I can react, his fist connects with my jaw.
I land on my a** at his feet. When I look up, he turns leaving my room without a word. I deserved that, but I wish he would have talked to me. I know he's angry, but he knows me. I may have f**ked up, but I love Lily. "I've got to say you must have really f**ked up with Lily for Beck to hit you like that. He loves you like his own brothers," Sam says.
My eyes snap to her as she steps into my room. "Why are you here Sam? I came up here to be alone." "Well, isn't that too bad. You are lucky it's me and not mom. So, are you going to tell me
what you did, or should I guess based on skankzilla downstairs" she says. I get to my feet and move to sit down on the edge of my bed. "I screwed up badly, Sam. I never meant to hurt Lily" She crosses her arms over her chest, waiting for me to continue.
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"When we got back from the Golden Leaf I went to talk to Rose. My wolf and I realized that Lil was our mate. At first, I was shocked, so I decided to go to my room to wrap my head around it. When I got here, Camille was in my bed naked."""So you thought what the hell let me f**k her one more time for old times sake," she says.
I drop my gaze to the floor. "I wasn't thinking. If I knew Lily realized I was her mate I would never have touched her."""It doesn't matter if Lily knew, you knew. How could you do that to your mate? How could you do that to Lily" she asks. I shoot up and start to pace. "Don't you think I know how badly I f**ked up? I let feelings of lust get the better of me. I knew the minut
we started how wrong it was. I was just about to stop when Lily walked in."
"Well, that makes everything better. You felt guilty before you finished f**king a girl that wasn't your mate. It's too bad you let your d**k make your decisions for you. I love you, Colton, but what you did was horrible. I need to go because right now I can't even look at you. I'm glad I
came instead of mom. You know what our sperm donor did to her. You know how he betrayed her. How could you do that to Lily?" "I'm nothing like him. Don't you ever compare me to that ba**ard."
She turns toward the door. She takes three steps before she turns back to look at me. "Betrayal isn't measured by the severity or number of times. You made a choice to f**k that b**ch because you thought you could get away with it. It doesn't matter if Lily knew you were her mate. It doesn't matter if it was only once. It doesn't matter that you felt guilty. You should have walked away from her, but you didn't," she says.
"You destroyed what was meant to be a gift. If Lily decides to reject you, I hope you understand it's what you deserve" she says before she steps out of my room, closing the door behind her. I slam my fist into the wall over and over until my knuckles are bloody. I can't lose Lily. I will beg for her forgiveness if I have to. I'll never accept her rejection. She is meant to be mine.
I head into the bathroom peeling off my clothes. When I look into the mirror I notice the side of my face where Beck hit me is turning black and blue. "Take a good look. You deserve far worse. I won't be healing your face or your hand. You can look in the mirror every day until you heal and remember what you did to our mate," Cash says before he blocks me.
Lily POV
I stretch feeling far better than when my head hit the pillow last night. Seeing what could have been definitely helped me understand that there is a bigger picture. I'm ready to deal with Colton and talk to Mindy about my true mate. I take a quick shower. I pull on jeans and a gray
t-shirt. Pulling my hair into a ponytail and throwing on some chapstick, I head out of my bedroom. My parents are sitting at the table, both with coffee mugs in their hands.
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My mother jumps up as soon as she sees me. She pulls me into a hug and I breathe in her familiar scent. She steps back, and I can tell she is worried about all I said before I went to bed last night. "I'm alright mom. We have a lot to discuss, but I want to deal with Colton first." "Are you sure your ready to talk to him Lily? There is no rush. You can take as long as you
need," she says.
"I'm sure I need to do this now. I'll explain everything once we sit down with Mindy, but right now Ariel and I need to talk to our soon-to-be ex-mate.She nods, and I'm grateful when my parents don't follow me. I make my way downstairs intending to head to Colton's room.
A voice I wish I didn't have to hear again calls out to me. It's funny but all the anger I had
about her f**king Colton has faded. Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't mind kicking her a** but she isn't the one that was supposed to love me and only me. Colton made the choice to cheat. She is just pathetic and, honestly, I have no desire to entertain her.
I keep walking, not even acknowledging that she had just said my name. I take three more steps before I'm yanked back by my arm. "I am talking to you, you little b**ch" she says as she digs her nails into my skin. Ariel tries to push to the surface, but I hold her back. Before
Camille can breathe another word, I ball up my fist and punch her in the throat. She immediately releases me and I take a step back, enjoying the panicked look on her face. Her face turns red as she tries to breathe, but it sounds like she is trying to suck air through a straw. I step closer to her and she scrambles back. "That was a warning to stay the f**k away from me. I really don't care what you do with Colton because I'm not his anymore, but I won't think twice about ending your pathetic life if you come near me again."
"Lily, you don't mean that," Colton says from behind me and I resist the urge to roll my eyes. "Leave now," I say to Camille. Her hand is still on her throat but her breathing has returned to normal. She runs off like her a** is on fire down the stairs. I turn to face the man that I thought would be my forever, but now all I see is a boy that I feel nothing for.
"What happened to your face?" "Your dad stopped by last night. I'm surprised he only punched me once," he says. I fight the urge to smile knowing my father popped him and his wolf isn't healing him. "Colton, we need to talk about our mate bond." "I agree. You will never know how
sorry I am about what happened yesterday. I never meant to hurt you Lily," he says.
"Did you know I was your mate when you scr*wed her"I ask him, even though I already know
the answer. I want to see if he'll be honest with me. "I don't want to lie to you Lily" he says.
"Then don't. Tell me the truth."Yes, I knew. I'm so sorry. I wish I could take it back. I promise I love you and only you. It was just a mistake," he says as tears run down his cheeks.
"A mistake is putting sugar instead of salt on your food. You made a choice, and it wasn't me."
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He quickly moves toward me and drops to his knees. I thought his tears and pleading would make what I'm about to do more difficult, but it doesn't. Between seeing him with her and what the goddess showed me, all the romantic love I had for Colton disappeared like a puff of smoke.
"Please, Lily, I will spend the rest of my life showing you how much I love you. I will never even look at another she-wolf for as long as I live," he says. "Even if that were true I can't accept what you've done. I can't be your mate. I, Lily Louise Forester, reject you, Colton Kramer, as m mate."
His hands fly to his chest, and he falls to his side. "Lily, please don't do this. I won't accept it," he manages to croak out. I bend down needing him to hear me. "Then you will feel everything when I mate and mark my true mate. It's your choice if you want to suffer that pain." "I, Colton Kramer, do not accept your rejection" he says.