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Chapter 2: - 1 -
Chapter 2: - 1 -
Am I alive?
Air goes in and out of my lungs, I'm breathing, so I must be... Right?
I can't feel my body, though. I can't see anything. I can't hear anything.
Am I standing?
Am I lying down?
What happened?
Someone died... I barely remember, although, my mind is enveloped in a complete fog.
Who was it? I want to wake up, I want to move, but no matter how hard I try, I can't.
Mom, Grandma... Does this mean I'll join you? Should I give up or should I fight?
Though I'm tired of fighting. I've done it all my life and I can't take it anymore... I don't want to.
But should I?
And if so... Why?
«Kitty».
That voice... I know I've heard it before. It's so familiar, I feel it so close even though I'm all alone.
Who is it? Why can't I see him?
«No one has ever had my heart before... Only you, kitty».
Who? Why can't I remember anything?
The sweetness in his voice makes me tremble. I feel my heart racing, and it's the second sign of life my
body expresses.
I want to see him, I long to touch him and feel him against my skin.
The need to be by his side is almost palpable.
I want to open my eyes, I want to find the owner of that voice.
Why can't I?
Help me, whoever you are.
Come and help me get out.
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«Come back to me quickly».
Where are you?
Take me with you, please. Don't walk away from me, find me.
If you don't give up, I won't either.
I won't give up, I promise. But please...
«I love you, Xander».
Xander?
That's me, right?
Yes, I am. I remember... I remember my face, I remember my complexion, I remember the color of my
hair, I remember my scars.
Does he love me? Yes, he said he loves me.
No one has ever told me that I am loved before. It feels so good that I want to cry, although, I'm not
sure I can.
I want to leave. I want to find a way to him. I want to tell him that I love him too, I miss him and I need
him as much as my next breath.
I will fight.
I will. I will come to you and find you.
«Alexei...».